Quiet Friday Night
Nothing to report.
For almost twenty years I’ve walked to and from work at the ABC and have passed the abandoned railway tunnel that once was the Ultimo Goods Line.
From time to time I’d peak inside. But until today, I’d never been truly inside tunnel. There’s an art installation currently onsite which I thought would be interesting, though was not all that exciting, to be honest.
It was interesting to walk through the abandoned tunnel, though.
http://newsroom.uts.edu.au/news/2014/04/artist-creates-illuminating-experience-old-tunnel
Sydneysiders will get a rare chance to enter a little-known tunnel in the centre of the city over the next 10 days. Inventive New York-based Australian artist Ian Burns has been quietly working some magic in the disused tunnel, which could eventually be part of The Goods Line public space project in Ultimo. Known for his curious and playful kinetic sculptures, Burns has spent the past 11 weeks as UTS Gallery’s artist-in-residence creating a charismatic new body of work Extended Stage developed especially for the tunnel and its mid-1800s sandstone bridge.

What an amazing success story Sykpe has been! Sold twice now in multi-million dollar deals.
And, as I discovered in March last year when I caught the lift to the top of Katarinahissen in Stockholm, they don’t waste money.
I got off at the wrong floor and discovered the Skype HQ which, as you can see, has a letterbox sign put together “on the cheap” using sticky-tape.
While I maintained a composed exterior in public, today brought a few moments when I found myself unexpectedly overwhelmed by the emotions accompanying my return to work.
It’s been a span of over four months since I fell seriously ill, narrowly escaping death, enduring the amputation of my lower right leg, and being diagnosed with diabetes. Following several months spent in the hospital and rehabilitation, and more recently, recovering at home, I decided it was time to rejoin the workforce on a part-time basis, with the agreement of my doctors and colleagues.
Since my last stint at the office, a few changes have occurred. We are currently in the midst of a management restructuring process that will continue to influence my role into the next year. Additionally, my workplace has undergone some reconstruction, and I now occupy a completely new office space. Interestingly, this new office is located in a section of the building that I had contributed to rebuilding back in the mid-2000s, and it’s scheduled for refurbishment halfway through the coming year. It never ends :)

As I returned to the office today, I encountered a slew of unfamiliar faces. Some were individuals I had only previously met via computer screens, while others had taken on new roles. Of course, there were also those whom I had known for several years. There were warm embraces and heartfelt gratitude for the support they had offered me during the past few months, particularly the cards, messages, and visits.
Inevitably, there were also colleagues who had departed from the company, either voluntarily or due to the ongoing restructuring.
Despite the seemingly brief four-month hiatus, it felt like an eternity. I discussed the range of emotions I might experience with a colleague, who shared her own experiences of taking time off to have children. Fluctuations in one’s work life are a common occurrence, and various emotions are par for the course. However, my history with the ABC, having worked in different locations and positions since November 1989, has made it an integral part of my life. Returning today, after the tumultuous experiences and emotions of the past few months, was never going to be a straightforward endeavor.
As expected, I needed a couple of breaks today. I took five minutes to close my eyes and relax in my office in the morning, and another twenty minutes later in the afternoon. There were also a couple of occasions where I needed to take my prosthetic leg off, and at the after-work drinks I needed to sit down while my colleagues stood. Besides the physical toll that this year has taken on my body, I believe there were moments of emotional exhaustion as well.
When I arrived home, I found solace in a few hours of much-needed rest.

I’m slated to return to work again tomorrow, gradually easing back into a three-day working week until my body is prepared for full-time employment.
“What happened on the twenty-eighth of February was not a flood. I’ve lived through over 40 years of floods, all of us have in Lismore and the Northern Rivers. This was like an inland tsunami. It was utter devastation, and it was a humanitarian disaster. And that’s why I want to make sure that we’re not forgotten.”, Janelle Saffin, the NSW Member for Lismore, told me as I interviewed her about the exhibition “Through the heart… a flood of fears and tears”, currently on display at the NSW Parliament.
In the weeks and months after the floods in February/March, “retired” Lismore photographer, Jacklyn Wagner knocked on the doors of people in parts of town where there were “signs of life”. These were the houses where people, despite the devastation, people had chosen to return “home”.
She knocked on the door of a number of my own family members and took their photographs.

Of the roughly 100 people she spoke to and photographed, only two said no. “And it wasn’t was never aggressively”, Jacklyn told me. “One person said I want to but I just can’t at the moment. I just don’t feel right. And the other one eventually got back to me., and they’re part of they’re part of it”.

I first became aware of Jacklyn’s photography work in the exhibition “Southies”, a wonderful black and white photographic collection of the community, where I grew up, and where most of my family still lives, South Lismore. https://thelimbshift.com/2019/12/art-in-lismore/

The photographer, Jacklyn Wagner with myself, and Sydney Morning Herald journalists, Heath Gilmore and Catherine Naylor. Heath grew up in Lismore, and Catherine worked for a while at Lismore’s “Northern Star” newspaper. Their reporting on the flood and the aftermath has been with great local insight, and concern for the community.
At the launch and dinner afterwards, I chatted (sometimes quite emotionally) with a number of people from South Lismore. It didn’t take long to find the connectors. You just had to know a more specific address, a cross street. There were “only one or two degrees of separation, not six when it comes to people in Lismore”, a few of us joked.
“It was beautiful”, Katie said, adding “It was not what I was expecting to see. When you look at the photos… everybody looks so lost.”.
“I think everybody wants a little bit more clarity. I think they want a little bit more security. Because would you seem to be going round and round in circles, and no one’s giving us proper feedback. And you still today when it rains? We panic. And no person should live like that.”
The current exhibition of 25 photographs is at the NSW Parliament until November 24, and the complete exhibition of 100 photographs opens in May 2023.
When will it go on display in Lismore?
“We don’t have a gallery at the moment. I’ve thought about it quite a bit. I don’t know whether it’s actually the right time. It may not be for a couple of years. And it’s probably something I would actually consult with all those people who are in my project as to how they feel about that. I’m sure in time it will be but that’s the way I would approach it. I would want it to be somewhere beautiful for them in Lismore, too”, Jacklyn said.
https://www.abc.net.au/radio/programs/editorschoice/lismore-flood-exhibtion/101631894
It’s thirty years since the decriminalisation of consensual male sex in New South Wales, and “some of the leading figures responsible for that change have all died in a six month period”, we were told by Murray Maclachlan at the Australian Homosexual History Conference held at Sydney’s University of Technology. He was referring to former politicians, Gough Whitlam, Neville Wran and Ron Mulock, and to the academic and homosexual activist, Lex Watson.
As a young man thirty years ago, first becoming aware of homosexual liberation politics, Lex was a name I knew well. He was the “go to” person for the mainstream media for discussion about homosexual law reform. It’s amazing to think it was only thirty years ago that you could go to gaol in NSW for gay sex. In fact, the laws were so incredibly odd that the penalty for homosexual rape in NSW was seven years, whereas the penalty of consensual homosexual sex was fourteen years (I don’t think I’ve misrepresented the case there).
At the conference a series of speakers spoke about the moves to homosexual law reform in the different states and territories during the 60s, 70s, and 80s. In some states and territories, the changes were as the result of the state government leading public opinion, in others, the politicians had to be dragged along by the sentiment of public opinion. In others still, it was a combination of both. And then you have Tasmania, where it was the result of strong action by a small group of activists, who had to take their battle internationally, before the long overdue change could occur back here.
The keynote speaker for the conference was the former politician, and now Age Discrimination Commissioner, Susan Ryan. She told the conference she had grown up in a fairly conservative Catholic family, and so it wasn’t until she went to university that she learned about homosexuals. “Camp as a row of tents was a phrase that was used at the time”, she told us, reflecting on both the negative and positive use of the phrase. Feminism informed her understanding of sexuality, she added. She spoke early in the piece about the political turmoil of early to mid 1970s, and how there was deep distrust of her in the heavily male-dominated Australian Labor Party. “There was a general view in the ALP in support of homosexual law reform, but there were fears about the political consequences”, she said. Forty years later, she pondered the opinion gap between the public and politicians on the issue of homosexual marriage, with a clear majority of Australians in favour of making the change. “The community won’t go backwards so the politicians will need to go forward”, she said. Now, as the Age Discrimination Commissioner, one of her major concerns are the issues facing older homosexual Australians in faith-based aged care. Though she says the sector says they don’t discriminate, she thinks that needs to be tested, though noting “there haven’t been any complaint yet”. During her speech, she reflected on the massive changes which have occurred in the last forty years, saying with a grin, “We used to say in the women’s movement how come they’ve done better than us?”.
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